1. i still can’t believe i wasted so much time and money on you when you didn’t care about me beyond the fact that i was a shoulder to lean on??

    all the things i did for you meant nothing at all in the long run huh? you just needed a crutch and i happened to be there

    that is selfish and disgusting and i hate myself for being used like that

    i’m not a fucking tool for you to use to your own devices

    i’m a living breathing being with emotions and i don’t appreciate when you toy with them

    you took away the chance for me to be with someone who might have actually loved me.